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I WILL SURVIVE!!

2012-01-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

I can't live without you..

How am I going to survive without you??

these usually said when a relationship breaks..

but...

the FACT is...

I still can live perfectly without you..

or even better than who I was..

At first I was afraid..

I was petrified

Keep thinking I could never live

without you by my side

But then i spent so many nights

thinking how you did me wrong

and I grew strong

and I learned how to get along

-part of the lyrics of [I WILL SURVIVE]-

this song is freaking nice!!

awww....!!♥♥

The story of Chinese New Year.

2012-01-23T12:35:00.008+08:00

22 Jan 2012

Had a reunion dinner with relatives in a restaurant..

3 tables.. packed.. =x

dishes are simple.. but taste not bad.. =)

my 2nd yee sang this year..

Poon Choi.. *thumbs up*

Bless this house.. *salty* =x

chicken and duck.. 鸡同鸭讲?? lols..

年年有余.. ^^

awww...♥

laughing prawn.. xD

still got the rice n desserties..

got many red packets during the dinner..

many blessings... ^^

ohyaa... my mum even start encourage me to drink... 0.o

later on having views of fireworks at 12 sharp..

seems the celebration is getting lesser.. =x

but then many paper tanglung flew in the sky..

there were 30++ just in my vision area... goshh!!

the airplanes will nid to stop as many red light floating in the sky..

23 Jan 2012

this year CNY feel not that strong as last year..

most of the time is facing the computer or tv..

so envy my friends in kl.. lols..

i wanna drink n gamble.. ^^

wadever... m going back soon... maybe..

GAMBLING!! lols...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

sometimes it is really hard to get rid of somethings..

is really hard to forget something..

the decision is on me..

but then.. easy to decide.. hard to prosecute..

ARGH!!! new year not works on me laa... =x

Anyway.. wishing everyone have a blast in the whole new dragon year..

huatt aa!! ^^

No pain No gain.

2012-01-21T09:17:00.006+08:00

谢谢他的狠心

至少能让她死心.. 也不再思念与牵挂..

至少让她知道什么是现实社会..

原来那时候的她..

因喜欢而冲昏了自己..

只因她已渐渐地习惯了他的出现..

那时候的她不想少了那习惯而做了很多很可笑的事..

到了最后发现自己的愚蠢..

她终于清醒了..

她明白自己又不是没条件..

何必为了一个实际年龄与思想一点都不衬的人..

思想比她自己还幼稚的人而伤心难过..

他不值..

男生最值钱的.. 不是身份..

不是面子.. 而是诺言..

有了诺言.. 他人才会给你面子吖!

他知会开空头支票

当时他所作的一切..

她很珍惜.. 很怀念..

但.. 是那个时候的他

不是现在的他..

现在的他.. 只不过是个可笑的骗子..

现在才发现..

男生玩腻后..

为了不伤害女生..

一贯性的谎言就是: "我想专注于事业"

转头后却不是如此.. 屁!!

别把女生当三岁小孩..

她想通了..

虽然偶尔会回忆起.. 但也只不过是个过去..

它只不过是个废物.. 垃圾..

我好得很.. ^^

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speak out SORRY

2012-01-04T15:14:00.003+08:00

sometimes i don't really know what should i do.

or even what i should talk to have more attention..

i doesn't mean for the words..

but then..

when i realized that the words can kill someone..

damn f*cking regret..

that is not my fate..

i wished there is a chance.

~~childish~~

~~stubborn~~

~~stupid~~

~~brainless~~

31.12.2011 the end.

2011-12-31T10:07:00.004+08:00

gosh!! time flies...

less than 18 hours to reach the whole new 2012..

what i did for the whole 2011??

what i failed to do for the whole year??

whole year the picture i took is just can b counted by fingers..

i think i m going to hav a hair-cut...

n seems like i m going to sleep until next year...

leaving my blog dead.. until n years later...

leaving a effing dull full stop here.

good luck.. ciao..

Stucked

2011-11-13T12:45:00.002+08:00

just too free to update..

cant online at house..

just able to surfing in a short time sometime...

as everybody knows

i currently form-6..

doing part time after class...

too busy lately...

physically i m so so fine..

but mentally.. i m struggling..

YA!! I AM!!

you.. you.. you...

so many you..

wad to do??

i wished that i wun got stuck..

PAST

2011-06-08T18:43:00.004+08:00

22 May 2011

went to SAGANO, a Japanese restaurant in renaissance hotel for my branch buffet..

went there for teacher’s day celebration as I m teaching in a kindergarten..

[ due to I m camera-less… so less pic I ll take.. ]

Renaissance Hotel

The entrance of...

SAGANO =)

cute little sauce pan..

sushi.. oishi-neh!!

forget-name.. but its something like egg..

yummy..

dessert that will makes me happy..

28 May 2011

went back to my old secondary school…

for?? returning back to form 6..

but unfortunately..

I have to transfer to other school as they had PACKED by students..

I had wasted my precious time..

but I STILL GET NOTHING!!

and so.. I am now aimless..

LIFE? feel so lifeless..

Hello... =)

2011-04-04T20:40:00.017+08:00

After several times for abandon my bloggie..

I decided to update now..

Once again.. I AM BACK! ^^

addition:

I went to singapore last year to celebrate my x'mas..

that was the first time i tried to sit mrt..

it is really damn convenient..

and i walked on the street by myself.. for sumtimes.. ^^

i left out another purplicious.. oops!

yummy lunch at toast box..

taste not bad but costly.. =x

1. with cousy yun at sushi tei

2. candylicious.. i heart it!!

3. with the jelly bellies.. ^^

The dinner.. ^_^

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Now is the story about my ns's life..

started this life at 2 Jan 2011..

i was quite excited and scared in the beginning..

becz i don't have any friend going to the same place with me..

but i know i will know new friends.. ^^

The first 3 days is like a pig's life..

as the programme will only start on 5 Jan..

the moment is quite awesome with those new friends.. ^^

I used to the condition in a short time..

but i cried on the first time i get back my hp..

cause.. too miss my home..

too hard to say the whole story..

so let the pictures to tell u some of it..

the sky outside the logistic..

the tree's shape brings out my creativity sometimes..

heart the view..

took on the bus when on the way to mentakab's church

my place and locker.. quite messy..

dorm wirawati Alpha 2..

the place i slept for 2½ months..

1. with the girls gang at Mentakab..

2. with the members of 中国舞蹈..

3. below the street light.. =)

the memories with the members of Christian class..

sweet memories.. =D

Alpha's flag!!!

ALPHA HEBAT! ALPHA ROCKERS!!

1. the wirawati's marching.. i m one of them!! (we got the first)

2. the photo with ALPHA-IANS..

3. when the wiraS are having their tug-of-war..

with:

-Cikgu Zul (upper left)

-Cikgu Man (upper right)

-Daniel Woo the penghulu (lower left)

-Woon the charlie's ketua ( lower right)

miko.. ^__^v

Christian class's head - JOSPEH..... ine.. =pp

and the guitarist.. - patrick

the group photo with teacher..

with carmen <3

hwee, j.wen, miko.. =D

with yumeko.. =)

shadows..

on the bus.. TAKE 1

on the bus.. TAKE 2

on the bus.. TAKE 3

with Fatimah.. =)

on the bus.. another TAKE 1
on the bus.. another TAKE 2

this is taken before CNY holiday.. at dorm c2.. =D

this is taken after ns few weeks..

got slim a bit bit.. and dark a bit bit...

but still kena ejek by a guy.. deng!!

i think i left out something..

yaa.. the food's picture!!

but i can tell you.. so u imagine by urself..

the food is sucks.. especially those veges.. uek..~

except when there is chickens or hard-boiled eggs or cabbage..

i think i will stop until here..

if u want to know more about the life i had been in Ns..

call me go yum cha.. i will tell you.. xDD

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about my SPM result...

i missed the chance to meet back my friends..

because... i took it after 1.30pm...

aikxx...

and the result i took.. is not satisfy...

really not satisfy..

just.. 2A.. =(

anyway... it's over... =x

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end up my post with a picture ..

taken in Taiping.. reunion dinner with cousy....

♥ Recall

2010-12-26T14:29:00.008+08:00

23 Nov 2010

start my SPM with malay paper..

14 Dec2010

end my SPM with chinese paper..

damn relief when finished all the papers..

15 Dec 2010

having some sort of farewell party with 5E-ians..

starting with bbq..

then with pushing n pulling into the pool..

POOL PARTY started!!

a surprise for a man..

tadaa.. this is him..

Reuben Ng.. currently live at u.k..

the best bro gang.. =D

the night view for that night..

so adorable..♥♥

-credits to eugene for these photo-

20 Dec 2010

reached singapore's casino for one day trip..

started the journey at almost 12am yesterday..

i cant even sleep peacefully.. tortured.. =s

-enjoying my holiday-

24 Dec 2010

its Christmas eve!!

and i went to find my cousin sis to go shopping..

that night is my first time buy a lot of things in one shot.. @.@

Orchard road was full of human being..

they are waiting for countdown..

but im not.. xD

25 Dec 2010

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

woke up early for going back to MALAYSIA..

but i m not going kl.. but JB..

because of her.. Abbie Tan..

so cute.. ♥

she is smiling..

congrats to her parents.. =)

ohya!!

my mum told me that my rayuan for joining NS for first batch had been approved!!

NICE!! going on the second of Jan..

but quite nervous is that my place is at somewhere PAHANG!!

guys.. wish luck for me yaa...~

I had missed lots of activities n gatherings that happening in kl during my holidays..

2005's 6B-ians gathering - MISSED!

学记回巢 - MISSED!

Xmas countdown with friends - MISSED!

fine.. the presents can slightly pacify my heart.. =s

No photos currently..

Because my camera had unfunctional!! DAMN!!

fine.. buy a new one using own money in future~ *winks

2010-10-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

Short update:

NO line for this few months.

Updating will do after my SPM is done.

You can connect with me with facebook link.

Do continue support me. =)

Wish everyone luck and all the best.

-sling-

The August.

2010-08-04T11:40:00.004+08:00

Sorry for inactive for weeks..
my mum disallowed me to touch my computer until my exam is over..
so this is a short update bout few days ago.

1.8.2010

went to Genting early morning
for your info.. i went there cause of my mum,
and i m the only one teen in the group..
feel so lonely.. x_________x

but the aunties wanted to bring me to the casino..
and u know what?! i failed!!
my face looks underage.. =(
so i decided to walk alone.. but my mum wanted to accompany me..

then went for lunch buffet at genting hotel.paid before u in

the foods is just.. *erhemm
but there is still a few foods, taste quite nice..

the japanese cuisine is love

the desserts
all is in good looking.. but the taste was like yucks!!
except the tiramisu (the left one)

then have a short walk after the meal..
and i got a ticket for the themepark..
and wtf.. playing alone is so damm lonely and scary.. =(
no next time!! T___T

-skip-

the bluey view took by me in the hotel.

2.8.2010

got a letter after came back from school.
by...

mentholatum

inside the envelope have..

two small sample

a letter and booklet

thanks!! and this is their website.. click

i will update when i have time..
do visit me back.. =D
-the end-

my love

2010-07-24T19:24:00.009+08:00

my coussy in singapore asked for my home address last few weeks..

and i asked her what will she do using my home address.. cause of my curiosity..
and she said she will send a present for me.. is a instant camera..

i am so excited once i heard it and i keep on thanks her..
so i waited for the parcel.. since she said will come to me for 3 or 4 days..
and today i received it!! i just wait for 3 days!! =)

1. the parcel.
2. the stamp.
3. the camera after i opened it.
4. the back of the instax mini..

they're mine!!

i search on web to know more about this cute lil. thingy..
i found that it is almost similar with Polaroid or even known as Polaroid too.. LOLS

this is what i found from a blogger.. TheClosette

Instax Mini 7s Specifications

Film : FUJIFILM Instant Colour Film *instax mini*
Lens : Fujinon lens, f=60mm, 1:12.7, 2 components, 2 elements

Finder : Inverted Galilean finder, magnification 0.4, with target mark

Focusing : 0.6m - infinity

Shutter : Electronic Shutter 1/60-sec

Exposure Compensation : Manual on/off (LED indicator in exposure meter) 4 modes.

Film feeding out : Automatic

Flash : Auto flash in low light, auto adjustment, 0.2-6 seconds recycle time, range of 0.6 - 2.7m

Selftimer : No

LCD : No

Batteries : 4 AA-size 1.5V alkaline batteries, shooting capacity of 20 packs film

Body size : 119.5 x 121.5 x 70.5mm (W x H x D)

instax mini-S

decided to give a name to the one i own..
i named it 'topus'..
cause when place in front of my face, my nose and mouth are covered..
made me looks like octopus.. haha..

my life d.camera had named as 'piggy'..
cause of the same reason.. that makes me look like pig.. lame

a big big THANKS to my coussy.. =)

heyya!!
nowadays i heart plaids so so much..
the styles are so freaking nice!! and looks so cool and sexy.. =D

blue plaid of mine!

plaids are sexy!

m-blood type.

2010-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

saw munn's latest post is about rm10k last night

and made me felt like owning it desperately..
but 10k is really not enough for me.. maybe 100k?? or 1kk??
*dreaming*

cash!!

human on the earth always will not satisfied with what they got..
though i still appreciate what i having now..
but i still wishing for somethings!! x.x

wishing

even today my malay teacher is teaching the novel, 'Kerusi'
is talking about status, money, power and so on..
in reality.. many things can change by all THESE material..
and humans are materialistic.. i mean majority..

and i know that
there's no such thing as a free lunch..

wait!! back to my dream first!!
i am wish listing for many stuff.. known as Materials.. =o

the first thing that same as munn is a closet..
i want different kinds of dresses..
dresses, tees, skirts, trousers, jeans, and even gowns!!
and of course accessories that can match with..
even shoes!! heels, sneakers, boots i also want them.. owhhh~
and all these stuffs need to stay nice in the closet.. =)

maybe more packed than this.. xD

the next thing is electrical equipment.
the first thing i want is a laptop..
so that i can take it to anywhere, especially when i get bored..
i can take it out and entertain myself even update blog!!

then the next thing i want is DSLR..
i m not pro in taking photo, but i want to learn to take 'pro' photos!!

and others too..

much more things i wanted to do for..
like traveling, donating to the poor, shopping and much more..

so.. the main problem is MONEY..
money is not everything . but u cannot live without money..

before end up..
guys help me click the links below then click support please..thanks for advance..
1. Treevia
2. Myt
3. Chillah
*the links are save to open!!

Hopeless..

2010-07-19T17:54:00.003+08:00

every time when the thing is going to close-case..

there sure will be something pop out and make whole thing getting more complicated..

so let just play??
is there anyone wants to play? -.-
if wanted to make it more serious.. from the beginning sure they choose to play hard..
but they chose to ignore.. ignore everything that u did..
but unfortunately.. u will do something that happening like 'storming'
and u thought it havent end.. but reality is almost end.. 0.0

if i were u.. i just stop doing anything.. =x
and wait for a proper time to explain for myself..
i know the 'proper time' is hard to wait
but that is for myself.. i need to convince myself that waiting is worthy after everything is solved completely..

somehow i believe that
once u did something right, people will forget on someday.
but once u did something wrong, u will be sinners of all ages..

and i m sure time is the cure of everything..
just that the matter of the total time been used..

hopefully..
if u did regret for your faultiness..
u won't claimed yourself right and say that is our wrong that not trusting you..

and guys.. learn to be a MAN!!
especially those who are elder than us.. u should be mature..
insulting people's parents is a shameful act of yours..
don't tell me that u need someone to teach you moral?
and the most despicable things is u deny that u are wrong for scolding people's parents.. and blame the alcohol's fault.. ridiculous reason..
r u really drunk? or u thought we are noobies??
u made me contempt on you.

guys, think before u act!

hopeless.

Thanks babe!!

2010-07-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

this time is a chinese post to make me easier to express.

活了十七年, 遇到的风雨不算多, 但也不少..
但经历的一切,不论是好的坏的依然在我的世界添加更多色彩..
从小到大, 我是慢热型的.. 与陌生人接触总觉得有些别扭..
但相处一阵子后.. 开始认识并了解后.. 接触与谈吐就不同了..
这就是我的pattern.. xD

我认识的朋友说多不多,说少不少..
知己也有两三个..
我很庆幸.. 因为在我人生中所遇到的人多数是好人..
虽然未来不知会是怎样.. 但至少现在是我亲眼看到的, 亲身体验到..

朋友在我生命中扮演了很重要的角色
我很怕孤单.. 而且我坚信 "没有朋友的人是个失败者"
我不想成为一个失败者.. 所以对每一个朋友都付出了真心..
当然所得到的回报也不错下.. =D

朋友:
谢谢你们的包容
我的白痴.. 我的花痴.. 我的粗鲁.. 我的固执..
你们都不介意.. 有时还提点我.. 谢谢你们..
还有对不起.. =)

谢谢你们在我..
诉苦的时候.. 借了我你们的耳朵
有难的时候.. 主动的关心我
有问题的时候.. 开导我并给我动力

谢谢你们在这段日子给予我欢乐..
陪着我疯.. 陪着我笑.. 陪着我哭.. 陪着我过生活上的一点一滴..
你们是我画纸上的颜料..

我并不完美.. 但谢谢你们给予我的一切 =)

THANKS!! (:

random ♥

2010-07-17T19:28:00.005+08:00

used 3 hours to redeco my blog
satisfied??
comment please.. =)

ohyaa..
should say congratz? or sorry?
i checked on the day of taking results..
i recieved this after 9 minutes i sent sms to check..

two days later..
i check again due to many reasons..
but i still get the same sms..

i am really sad..
cz i donated so much money for the government..
almost rm2++ to check.. my credit wasted.. lols..

anyway
i wish to go to sabah or sarawak..
i might refuse to go if i get somewhere near here.. =.=

might not always online..
i must control myself!! =)

rush for my study.. =(

wearing mask ≠ two face

2010-07-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

nowadays I realized I live for 17 years..
but I still don't know how to differentiate good friend or bad friend..
is he/she wearing a mask? or he/she have two faces?

wearing mask ≠ two face

definitions for a people who wearing a mask is
a people manage to care people feelings without hurting any sides
they are kinda smooth going..
some people thought they are fakers, hypocritical..
but for me,
they are just a mankind who know right thing to do on the right time..
at least they know the right way to treat thousands kind of people without offending people..

definitions for a people who have two faces is
a people who betray and truly hypocritical.. in chinese is 双面人
they try to be close to someone to get anything they want..
but after they got what they want, they will just dump you!!
sometime they even cause conflict
forth-putting is best word to describe these kind of human..

there are many kinds of humanity on this earth..
some are truly evil with two faces and we will meet part of them..
but thanks god.. i had met some of them..
i know the amount i met is not even 0.01%
but it is enough for me to know the fact of "the world is a stage, but the play is badly cast."

above were my opinion.. if u don't like it just close it.. =)

p.s
though i am peace lover
but please be mind that i am human, i have the limit of tolerance..

seven - eleven♥♥♥

2010-07-12T22:00:00.004+08:00

mine birthday was over on just last sunday, 11.07..
i thought it will be lifeless on that day..
cause it is on Sunday.. nobody gonna celebrate with me..
but i still received some sms-es from friends at 12am..
and facebook wishes too.. *gamdong*

i went out in the early morning..
to attend my friend's grandpa's funeral..
so far.. the funeral's scene made me think of my dad's too..
- r.i.p -

realized i heard many news of ppl passed away from the starting of the year..
what is the reson huh?? weather huh??
anyway.. take care..

after funeral finished..
went to a meeting for something like reviewing..
hopefully.. they sang birthday songs to me.. hehe
then had dinner at McD..
one of the aunty same birthday with me..
but she is the one who belanja the 20+ sets McD..
and we get gift from McD.. lols..

reached home at 8.. online after my bath..
and someone surprised me with a call.. =D

hopefully.. this was my day..
nothing special but at least received numbers of wishes.. =D

12.07
there are still some of them greeted me..
but early morning.. i heard someone greeted wrong person..
she greet to my classmates.. and we laughed.. anyway thx babe!!

i didnt wish for any surprise..
but went for toilet as usual after a class..
and soon say: “xuxu, ur cake arrived"
i thought he was joking so i rushed out and wanted to pretend my excitement..
but what i saw is..
bunch of girls..
i still remember got munn, meen, kahyee, aa mei, joee, kenke and so on...
and duno which girl is holding the donuts..
and they sang song to me..
i was like omg!! den i ran into toilet again..
and dropped one or two tears..
so funny lar.. and surprised me too..
really heart u guys..
and swing's present.. that she said she didnt bring..
learned from me de..

after school..
mun gave me something like envelope thingy..
and i opened after i reached home..
and inside have many $$$.. but fake one~
mun, do u know it is illegal??

my mum even asked me dun joke with the 'money'
will get caught..
so mun, u want me to kena??
anyway thanks for your hard work..
love u too.. mwahhh~

though this year celebration is not meaningful den last year..
but i still love it.. cause of u guys had made my day..

ohya!! thx for the meal by munhong..
and my babe's surprises!! xoxo

♥ u guys do really made my day

0907♥

2010-07-09T19:37:00.005+08:00

0907 is a special day for some of my friend..

is their birthday - swing, yileng, jianfoong..
this is the 17th baby that i only knew..
but i know there is many out of there also celebrating birthday today..

anyway..
to Swing, YiLeng, JianFoong..
do accept my big big birthday wish again!!
*Happy Birthday!! *

-cut-

She is a girl who i met in Form 1..
but know her when in form 3 i think..
and the time i really get into her is form 4
same class with her for 5 years..

she is a crabby.. same as mine.. so proud
so she can count as my similar type.. LMAO
but the difference between me and her is..
i am more emotional and funny than her..
but she is more popular and mature than me.. NOT FAIR LAR!!!

somehow..
i still love her.. for sometimes..
cause she won't cooperate with me.. or even pijak me..
and even bully me.. so bad!
but she is kinda sweet.. and hot..

she is..
munn's swing swing..
meen and chuah's swinggu..
chuliang's soh-yieng..
dixon's Ehh.. SWING!
but she is still my sexy swing!! *muntah*
just for jokes..

anyway this is her.. =p

-my swing-

anyway..
wish her all the best..
and continue tahan my physco for few months..
then u will be free.. xDD
heart u babe!! muakxxx

FIFA

2010-07-08T18:40:00.004+08:00

Everyone is in FIFA mood now..

especially the finale is coming soon..

i don't like to watch football match..
or any other ball sports match..
for me, 20+ people is running so hard just to chasing a ball..
and the match will make me feel boring and sleepy..
but this is what i felt for now..

some told me not to say boring when watching with boyfriend..
but some say nothing, boyfriend will not force his girlfriend to watch the match..
what about you??
i think i will sleep beside him while he is watching.. LOLS

last 2 nights is the match for
Uruguay and Netherlands.. and Netherlands won..
while Spain and Germany.. Spain won..

many friends of mine had watch live at 2.30am!!
and some even skip school today..
and who those who watched and attend to school..
they turned a big big panda!! and slept in class for some periods..

this year Fifa, i knew Mr. Paul, the octopus..
a physic octopus that predict the football matches..
and what it predict.. what the result is..
some Germany fans even want to cook it as well.. LMAO

this is Mr.Paul, the octopus..
this is when he predicting the match of Argentina and Germany..

and what i like for this world cup is..
the song by Shakira ft. Freshly Ground - waka waka!!

this is the only post of fifa that i blog..

guys, don't forget to take care your health..
and don't forget your family and your boy/girlfriend..
all the best in the finale.. =)

Buffet Night with ♥

2010-07-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for buffet dinner at Grand Seasons Hotel..

counted as farewell dinner for my mum's relatives from somewhere US..

- pictures are story -

we met another family once reached there..
and we started to take our foods!!
honestly, their foods really not bad, some kinda tasty too!!

my main dish♥

my oysters and salmons!!
first time taste the oysters.. i don't like the taste..

my dessert.. simply ♥ the chocolate fondue..

the whole sets of mine!! haha.. i simply ♥ the lil. bowl thingy.. it's special~

♥ the colours

my ABC.. i don't like what i mixed in it..

lastly.. my cone ice-cream!! ♥♥♥

at the dinner, i ate damn many..
and my stomach felt so uneasy and seems like going to burst.. *shy*
their foods is highly recommended..
but the price.. errr... xD

anyway.. i did enjoy the dinner..
though my mum was chit-chat with the aunties.. i felt bored..
but there still got uncles and handsome talk to me..
cause they are also alone.. like me.. aikxx..

and below was my outfit for the night..
seriously.. i want a dress!! =.=

my looks!! heeheee~

i hate fats..
but they are friendly to me..
HOW?!

Sex. =x

2010-07-04T14:07:00.005+08:00

Nowadays no matter youtube or facebook..

will saw many videos about sex..

those about teenagers and public!!

watch those video felt so embarrassing man!! 0.0

u can say i closed-minded or anything..

but if you want to do.. can u just go and take a room..

no matter in hotel or motel or even in ur house..

just do it indoor and not in public..

by the way.. teenagers!!

especially girls in just 13 to 17..

had lost their virginity..
*hopefully i didn't.. so proud! hehe*

read this!!

some of them out there even lose their virgin

when they just only 12 !! F*CK!!

i read some articles and news from some particular forums..

and i found some even had pregnant and born a child..

and now they become a young dad/mom..

now even a dad at just in age 13!! see this!!

*is shocked when i heard the news*

some of the young papa mama..

while they taking care the child with just a young age..

one of them might just refuse to take the responsibility to the child..

"if you didn't lost your virginity during teenage.. you are outdated~"

this the most ridiculous thing i heard before..

is this a trend?? omg!!

i don't mind if one day u followed this 'trend'

but PLEASE!!

-think before u do it-

-don't make yourself regret-

p.s: i don't mean to hurt anyone. if i did. sorry. =)

J.U.L.Y

2010-07-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

today when someone asked me about today's date..
i am thinking that i am still in June!!
but the fact is..
it's JULY now!! *argghhh*

time flies..
still got just a few months to face my SPM!!
i planned to study from the January..
and yet i postponed it to Feb..
then March.. then April..
the May.. then June!!
can i really start in this month??
i hope i will.. lols..

i did something funny yet shameful things in class..
but i purposely do it laa.. heheee
if u don't want to give me present..
a birthday wishes will do.. =D

btw..
a post about sex is coming soon.. 0.0
just trying to find info..

before that..
guys!! do help me click this link..
and click support yaa~
thanks!!

your wishes is more than enough.

parents.

2010-06-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

everyone have parents..
even you are just an orphan..
u still have a mom to born you..
and without dad's sperm..
can you be born??

i realized nowadays
the young generations are really ~~lack~~ of moral education..
maybe this is my own prejudice..
but this is wad i saw!!

some people can scold other people's parents..
or i mean talk bad bout them..
sometime it did meant for it..
but u know what??
it is HURTING!!

blaming people's parents..
is such a shame for the one who is blaming..

before what u going to say..
why not just think that is it necessary?
i mean think before u speak.
don't become a brainless people..

think about someone is insulting your parent..
what will you feel?
isn't it felt bad??

everyone have their parent..
somehow you too..

and in future..
u might also become a dad or a mom..

-think of it-

not against to anyone.

somehow i still miss my dad.

the last.

2010-06-28T19:42:00.003+08:00

只想说:

不管事的人别插手..
不然后果会很严重..

请用大脑三思..
才放话..

不然只会让人更讨厌..

要搞暧昧..
自己知道就好..
别让全世界都在看..
知道'羞耻'是怎么写的么??

我们是会做人..
不是演员..

以后我不话说..
因为我不再是以前的我

no more comment..
*zipped*

firewall : ON

revenge brings nothing.

Carnival!!

2010-06-26T21:39:00.005+08:00

today was school's 2010 carnival day..
yesterday was freaking excited of it..
and also feel nervous for the juniors

i ended up over-slept..
and almost late to school.. AGAIN!!
but i still handled well.. lols

since this year was the last year for us..
we decided to shop for FOODS!!
but this year seems like lack of choices.. =(

walking with swing, kahyee, jwen and eugene..
tried kinda foods..
cheezy wedges,
chocolate marshmallow,
honey n choc strawberries,
tom-yam n curry fish balls,
fried ice-cream,
spaghetti,
octopus
and some other drinks..

the strawberry attracted us!! ♥

some of the foods we tried!! mii ♥

and i manage to photos with them too.. ♥♥

while today is also their big day!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to

*i cnnt find yoke yan for photo. paiseh

♥ the crabbies

u know what?!
my wife came!! hui ching!!
miss her so so so so so much!!
and we walked together..
she is still so pretty and freaking cute too!!

and i knew mun sure very hurt..
cz i keep on ignored her all the way with ching..
haha~

♥ mii and ching ♥

♥freak cute.. isn't she??♥

dissatisfied with this year's carnival..
it was a failure compared with last year..
though is crowded with outsiders..
but ~~lack of choices~~!!
and its like drinks is more than foods??

but with friends..
its not a boring day =)
mii♥

u did the wrong thing at the wrong time
dun blame us for blaming ur fault..

S.P.L.E.N.D.I.D

2010-06-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

从我出生吸第一口气..

我的命运已被注定..
我的一生犹如电视剧..
所谓如有雷同纯属巧合..
高潮迭起..

身边的每一位..
都是我人生戏里的配角..
有些是过客..
而我是我戏里的主角..
我是女主角..看我如何带出我自己的角色吧!!

我也发觉..
我是蛮lucky的..
就算遇到烂人烂事..
到最后..
都会发生令我开心的事..
天在帮我也!! =D

dude!!
my life's storyline is hell splendid..

我有我精彩!!

till the last.. this was mii!!

2010-06-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was father’s day..
Unfortunately.. I not able to wish him anymore..
Miss him.. ♥

Today went back to school..
Felt quite nice and happy.. =D
Though late to school..
But everything on-going smoothly.. not bad!!

After watching a drama..
I learned many about love-lesson..
And what I realize is..
‘FEEL’ is the most important potion in relationship..
Or not it will be hard to survive.. ha!
去他妈的爱情
I ♥ this quote

Anyway..
Something had pissed me off after my nap..
Is this known as aunt??
Is this known as relative??
NO!! this is known as brainless faker..
No wonder u don’t have any true friend..
U are not qualified as my aunt..
U are rich.. so??

I would not call u..
Or even look at u..
Dun come to house..
My house unwelcome faker..

This is my blog.. my thoughts..
If anyone know her..
Do kindly tell her that..
I m not a well-behaved child..
I don’t respect faker.. =)

我不会尊敬一个连我爸都不想看到的人..

不是我没教养..
而是我有我的个性..

midnight post

2010-06-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

i really dunno what happen to my modem..
the DSL light will suddenly POOF! black out..
or will suddenly unstable..
bek cek!!

on thursday went for celebration..
Man Man's early birthday celebration..
whole celebration is fun.. and funny too..
=)

part of us..

bamboo - the childish one..
* he is not my bf.. dun misund*

i wish i could drive..
dun say the whole district will have traffic problem please..

-21 days to go-

[ update purpose ]

2010-06-16T15:36:00.013+08:00

took after a dinner..

effing pale..

my black-painted nails.. =D

video just for laughing purpose..
xxxxx deleted by user xxxxx

U.N.F.R.E.E.Z.E

2010-06-14T15:45:00.003+08:00

i m back!!

5days 3 night buddhist kids camp

i met a junior from xueji..
she is lixin..
happy to c her grew up..
i mean mentally grew =)

and i met a kid..
he is just 7 years old..
he is freaking cute and superb well-behave
his name is 骏杰
he is really a sensible kid.. ♥♥♥

that thanksgiving night..
really very touching..
many one of them were crying..
and i m one of them..
credits to jian yang.. =)

and not least the bamboo..
many funny scene is cause of him..
LOLS.

i did enjoy the camp..
though is tiring..
and almost made mii mental collapse..
but really many funny things happen..

next year??

just realize i din take pic with them..
and even ownself.. lols..

**********************************

today is my girlfriend's big day!!
she is adorable..
i met her since form 3..
but she change school again after form 3..

she is
HUI CHING!!

Happy Sweet-17 ya!!

and not missed out the yesterday's one..
mr.Bra
loke zai
kim kim

Blog F.R.E.E.Z.E

2010-06-08T18:37:00.002+08:00

have a nice busy camp..
no internet..
no time for me to think nonsense..
but still got hand phone..
i think should throw it away..
lols..

BLOG FREEZE!!

freak and nuts!!

Wedding Gowns

2010-06-07T15:22:00.004+08:00

holiday started
freaking lifeless..

first two days is gaming..
but today i watched movie at pps
i found a korean movie..
quite nice

《结婚礼服 / 婚纱》

by Song Yoon A and Kim Hyang-Gi
as mom and daughter.

and the others.

The movie is about a single mother that works as a wedding dress designer. She is always busy with her career. When she had some kind of cancer, and she realized she had not much time to accompany her only daughter in the future. So, she did a uniquely wedding gown for her daughter, so that her daughter can wear it when she marry.

the storyline is normal,
but the way they act,
is very touching,
and yesh.. my tears drop..
T.T

though she just a small kid..
but she is smart..
she is like an adult-kid. lols

the movie is quite nice anyway..
i do like it~

=D

north and south

2010-06-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

today celebrated teacher's day at school..
i went damn early to school
just becz my mum.. =.=

the performance for this year
is quitta different then past few years..
at least got something new to watch

Beatbox did by JiaYee!!
freaking nice whey
i screamed accidentally.. haha~

Daydream band perform by
shya, kitzai, bryan, soon, dylan, yongsheng
nice performance..
love when kitzai sing.. especially when he solo~
haha

Taekwando by t.Club
at last got something new interesting..
haha~

Special singing performed by our ICT teacher..
mr. Eric Low
his singing really nice..
last year he dance on stage too..
he is really a talented teacher..
some more handsome.. xD

after the celebration..
teachers went to play games
while students was ponteng.. =.=
life-less laa~

then some of them went to become santa claus..
hehe

champagne and chocolates..
even bird nest oso got..
our classmates really rich lerr~

anyway..
wishes every our beloved teacher:
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!

***************************

though is a happy day..
but quitta moody today..
stupid!!
idiotic!!
moron!!
jerky!!
foolish!!

why?!
why the feeling so??
duhh~

today i m hurt for some stupid thoughts..
i hate myself for thinking

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreamsa
...
And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

- Rum . Dum . Dum -

2010-06-02T20:40:00.004+08:00

finally..
mid term is almost end..
left one more paper tomorrow
useless paper??

and cheer for the coming holiday!!
i can wake up late for sometime..
i can do anything i want for that holiday~
but i wish for a 24hour free TRANSPORT!!
anyone?? =D

this few weeks was
being superb hyper.. yet tough time for mii..
not because of exam..
but for those stupid reason..

good luck to mii..
but i knew..
i wud not have the luck to have it

last month.. i teared for some days..
just because i miss him..
my dad.
ily, ba.

honestly
i like the current pic i uploaded!!
hehe~

*****

keep on thinking nonsense..
but boy, i still cant take it off!

short.update

2010-05-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

having mid-term for this 2 weeks..
stressing..
first time try well physics..
dunno will pass a not??
@.@

friday having public holiday..
at home too boring..
so choose drama on pps..
chasing a Korean drama..
title of the drama is..
个人取向

is really quite funny..
cz the storyline is got a bit of gayS
i reli laugh like hell when they act gay..
althought they are not..

i want his kisses too!!
the main actor one.. of course..
his lips really macam cotton candy..
so soft xD

watch-comedy-or-drama-is
a-good-way-to-release-my-stress
=D

nowadays terlalu boring laa..
iishh..
I NEED SOME OXY!!

just a short update..
ciaos then..

boy, i do like you!
trust it =)

joys . =D

2010-05-24T22:41:00.003+08:00

smile

smile

SMILE!!
* cute pig *

laugh

laugh

LAUGH!!
* laughing face of mona lisa *

is what i can do for now.. =)
and nt left my studies too..

* though i desprate for it..
but not means anything*

second post of the day . CANCER

2010-05-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

cancer..

such a typical cancer i am..

just a friend..

what for?

but for me

friend and family means everything..

treat everyone of them using a true heart..

though dislike them..

but in bottom of my heart..

i still love each everyone of them..

though get betrayed..

though u did something cruel to me..

but i still hoping u to say 'sorry'

just to ask for forgiveness..

though u said.. i asked u to fuck off..

but please.. can u continue..

my heart is soft than everyone out there..

had tears for 3 day continuously..

let mii noe that there is a u-turn..

let mii noe that u r also treat me as a true friend..

PLEASE

AGAINST ALL ODDS =(

2010-05-22T14:38:00.004+08:00

something happened

feel myself is such a childish..

remember the words

"i dunwan to friend with you anymore!!"

was spoke when we were kiddy age..

but unfortunately..

i spoke it out yesterday~

i hate myself for being so childish..

i hate myself for being so naive..

i hate myself for being so trusted on you..

and even i hate myself for being ungenerous..

seems everything is better to keep in heart firmly..

heart cracked when u say u nothing to explain..

heart broke when u say fine and u accepted..

and yup..

i m just a superb ordinary girl..

just same like others~

so sad =(

I'M not GENEROUS~

2010-05-21T18:47:00.005+08:00

if there is no law in this world..
i would like to ~~peel~~ ur skin down..
then ~~cut~~ ur meat into pieces..
later on ~~mince~~ those meat..

after that..
fry those meat..
then bake it again..
den fry again..

den wad bout ur bones?
i think i will put into the blender..
let it become powder..
den make it into milk shake..

i think nothing left..
so i will give to the cats behind my house..
and let them eat..

but what i could do now is..
ignore u
and hate u
and angry u
and dun talk to u..

and yup..
i m not ~~GENEROUS~~ at all!!

Bloody . xD

2010-05-18T22:49:00.004+08:00

as a conclusion:

i failed to do charity work..
cz i am ~~underage~~! wth~

but i can wait lagi..
until july.. my birthday..
ask someone to bring mii go..
*winks*

but someone more sad..
cz she is underWEIGHT!!
so r u going to say dat u r fat AGAIN?! xD

and u noe wad??
i realized that the needle for donate blood..
is NOT an ordinary needle..
dat is superb-big..
but my boy classmate who did donate..
claimed dat ~~tak de rasa~~.. @.@

okay!
i decided!
i m going to donate my ~~sexy~~ blood..
when my birthday is reached!

and yup..
i m nt abnormal..
but cz i have greater heart..
save lifes with ur precious blood~
=)

oops..
fell in e trap!!

Fat.Pig.Says :

2010-05-17T14:36:00.005+08:00

at last..
i done the work!
damn satisfied with e work.. i did..
do u? * ~~i hope u did~~

links to it~
A
B
C
D

total time used..
is about 20+ hours..
just to finish up the 4 pages..
and look at e comp at least 4 hours continuously..
dah ~~rosak~~ pun~
but is worth it.. right?
plss say yess~

going to have blood donation tml..
duno will pass through the body check?
but i hope i can donate..
for mii.. is a fun thing!
excited duhh~

and i hope the blood i donate..
will less ~~fats~~~
=x

attention please~
mii going to exam...
but nt yet start the engine to study..
shit laa!
how?
can i burn the notes den finish it?
so i can noe all the answer? *craps!

Fat Pig Says:"just e feel
nothing other than that"

complicated two

2010-05-14T21:18:00.003+08:00

omg!
changed more n more frust laa..
due to the weather? hell yea!

having class photo session on yesterday~
pics pics pics~
photos photos photos~
everywhere dslr!
our school's student really rich~
from rich families~ ha!

this made me more desperate for it!
dammit~

after viewed all those photos~
realized!!
i gained fat!!
AGAIN!!!!

i din even eat more..
meal is same as usual!!
but gain till hell unexpected!

conclusion: fish oil is uneatable!
for people who gain fat easily - NO WAY!!

KEEP KEEP KEEP!!
EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE!!
RUN RUN RUN!!

perhaps ?
you got e chance?
have a try?

*****************************************************
I got your emails You just don’t get females
Now, do you? What’s in my heart
Is not in your head Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you? It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself~

C.A.C.A.T.-.E.D

2010-05-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

quitta boring nowadays..
just keep on rush to handle past N months homework..
especially add maths!!
oops~

realized that nowadays quite stupid!
i mean bak chi~
kiddy!
gahh~

baru view someone's bloggie..
realized again.. nowadays have to dai ngan sek yan!
look naive but have an evil-heart
ohh.. what a b*tch!
stop act like naive laa..
HE wun suka U!
=)
the girl is nt wrong when he like the girl..
no point u angry bout her.. but ofcz..
u have the right to jealous.. xD

-skip-

everyone is falling sick..
included my baby boy..
mii too~ always having flu~
wadever..
blame on the weather.. =.="

recently addicted to..
nothing's gonna change my love for you..
and also
没那么简单..
hell nice! =)

poof!

*miss you*

good things to share~

2010-05-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

Everything seems not in scheduled..
not on time? nahh~

get back to plurk..
add more twitter..

for others who want to earn some money..
i know is hard n need a long time to accumulate..
but at least u can earn some.. or not?
try use these link below..
figure out how to use it..
still cant get it den only ask mii..

youthsays
nuffnang
doctorjob

and maybe there is many this kind of website out there..
but make sure they wont cheat..
some will as well~
=)

*kindly click those ads that appear.. ha!

C.l.i.c.k.e.r.S

2010-05-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

For those who view-ing my blog..
please kindly click the ads link on the left on your screen..
and u can click every time u come to view..
please dont forget ya~
thx!

- the alternative way to earn money . =) -

I WANT!!

2010-05-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

i want driving license..
i want clothes and dress..
i want shoes..
i want a DSLR camera..
i want a laptop..
i want to clean up all those textbooks and exe. book and fill up with novels and story book..
i want to watch movies that i had missed..
i want to learn something new..
i want to travel all around the world (hitchhike?) ..
i want to.. i want to.. i want to..

i want to do many many things..
but the fact is..
the things that i wished to do..
need a big amount of $..

fine!!
as a conclusion..
i want to earn a lot a lot of money..
*before 2012? ha!

once a while

2010-04-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

looking forward for ir night..
hope they will have time to accompany mii..
since some of them r busy for the performance..
and some of them might busy dating with their honey..
haha~

good luck to those who going to perform..
=)

hope everything be ok~

i promise i will be better

B.A.C.K

2010-04-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

if i could get back?

=x

there is no point to turn back but look forward?

nah~

i hope u can b yourself..

just do yourself for the last year?

no more misund?

-i hope so-

h.e.a.r.t

2010-04-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

若是知道自己的快乐
会导致人家痛苦..
为何会固执的继续?

若是不想
难道就不能说出来吗?

在那旁说..
有何用??
结果是闷在心口..
等待爆发..

若是得罪.. 对不起..

只想说
不是每个人都与你一样.. 那么醒目..
不过当你说出来.. 不是没有人听你话..

************************************

i wish i can speed up the time~

100th!!

2010-03-04T22:19:00.006+08:00

i really nothing a d..
no nid so worry bout mii~
previous post is just bout my feel..
wrote out den felt much better..

geehee~
i m xuxu maa!!
the strongest ever~
=p

for those ppl who i hate ur character..
pls fly off~
dun ever appear in front of mii..
or not.. i will halau u out.. =p

since i reading the A-Z..
i wad like swimming in sea..
finding ways..
not late yet.. i think~
HA!

for those who coupled!!
dun so sweet infront of mii..
i will envy..
u noe i m talking bout u~
TT

aiming my studies..
biology..
chemistry..
add maths..
b.m..
b.i..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

as a information..
wud nt online everyday like pasts..
anything find my secretary.. xD
she is aa mun.. =p

ohyea!
this is the 100th post..
gong xi gong xi!!
wrote for 1 year plus i think..
get it through so far~
aiming for the 200th post!! =p

- dancing in the middle of the pacific -

smile for future . pasts as memo

2010-03-02T20:00:00.005+08:00

缘份把我带来这里..

缘份让我在你的呵护下长大..
缘份让我有你在我生命中

我开心的时候.. 你也陪着我开心..
我伤心的时候.. 你会用滑稽的动作惹我笑..
我闹脾气的时候.. 你故意不理我.. 让我笨笨的跟你说sorry..
我讲骗话的时候.. 让你看穿.. 虽得到教训.. 但你都帮我隐瞒..
我受伤的时候.. 你都紧张我.. 怕我痛..

虽然你在人家眼里不完美..
但在我心里你是百分百的完美..

在一个月多前..
愕然知道你时间不多..
虽然担心害怕..
但我还得面对事实..
除了把握时机.. 尽量做好自己..
也不知能做些什么了...

知道您最担心的就是我..
心里放不下的也是我..
but i promised..
i wun let u down..

现在..
缘份也已走到了尽头..
2月21日..
你呼完最后一口气..
无痛的离开人世.. 到主的身边..

我答应我会坚强..
我答应我会努力..

the latest pic that i had with him..
my dad n me..
took whn i first get my second hp..

paa,
ily..
imy..
uroimh..

getting stronger..
i ll be better..

Chinese New Year

2010-02-18T17:51:00.003+08:00

-年三十晚-

different with previous year..
stayed in kl..
celeb in hosp.
specialnya~

-大年初一-

still the same..
hospital~

-大年初二-

dad discharged..
at home..
=)

-大年初三-

with friend's family went dong zen temple..
not bad laa..
at last have a piece of bagua~
=)

-大年初四-

eugene n stinky came to my hauz..
to fetch mii..
to his friend's hauz bai nian..
one of them is aimei.. hi, aimei !!

lastly went to stinky's hauz at 4..
they gamble..
den sing k..
planned to go at 6 sumting..
but sang till almost 8 baru balik..
eugene went to B's hauz..
i want too!! but no one fetch mii bac home if i join!!
sad!!

i nid a driving license!!

-大年初五-

planned to go kah yee's hauz!!
but failed!!
no one fetch mii.. ~~AGAIN~~!!

so stayed at home..
replaced my comp at living room..
n blogging now..

********************************************

CNY is gonnna ~~end~~ very soon..
everything is going through with a speed..

*deep-breath*

14.2.2010

2010-02-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Wishing everyone of my friends,
my relatives..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
&
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

..

thought this year is slightly different
than my past chinese new year celebration
*still can receiving angpow*
others is just different~

but nevermind..
ME, SEER SIZ LING..
CAN GO THROUGH EVERYTHING!!

=)

rumm-dumm~

2010-02-10T19:44:00.002+08:00

4 Feb 2010

waited for long time ago..
and wow!!
is quite fun.. though is a bit cruel =.="

dumped QM's duty..
jz nt to regret in future~

that is every bio's student will try it on form 5..
FROG DISECTING!!

the heart still beating when i cut dwn the heart..
bii-bop.. bii-bop..
i can still remember that.. =x

those pity frog been buried in a hole..
ohh kesian them!!
60 seconds to berdoa?

10 Feb 2010

planned?? or not??
will catchup every homework on the coming CNY!!
hope i can have a rest..

no CNY for mii this year?? =(

祈祷
hallelujah~

F.F.B (feb's first post)

2010-02-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

abandoned my bloggie for weeks..
within tis WEEKS..
damn moody~

my dad was sent to hospital on 28 Jan..
scared mii n my mum..
luckily nth for nw..
n been discharged in the morning today..
hope my dad can live long.. *pray*

everyday keep on duty at SQM..
planned to study today..
but end up wif duty like a ~~cow~~ on the field..

the first time i stay in scul to duty today..
cz my mum cnt fetch mii..
n forced to car pool wif sumone~
i was happy.. xD

in charged shot putt station..
the hot weather suddenly rain..
started to rain heavily..
n the event pulled off..

but a genius throw the shot damn far..
he gt 3 marks but he lost the shot?!
~~geng!!~~

asked other station's junior to help to find the shot..~
find almost 20 minutes..
the shot found in a deep hole..
15 ppl jz to find a shot.. lols

when waitin aunt at canteen..
she told mii:
" first time c u do things so seriously.. was the first time "
=.="

seriously..
time is changing..
wishing some guys can become a real gentlemen..
but a bit part is reli ~~dissapointing~~..

thought he is a nice guy..
a gentlemen..
but seems like.. ~~omg~~!! =(

i know everyone has the right to talk..
but pls care bout other ppl feeling before u talk..

despising ppl is a ~~repugnant behaviour~~..
if reli do mean as friends..
treat them well but nt with a childish act..

admit i m nt ~~mature~~ enough..
admit i might nt hav ~~qualifications~~ to say dat..
but at least i noe wad m i thinking..

RESPECT
dun ~~lose~~ it

i meaned it.

-btw-
wishing a early happy bornday to a soh poh..
named :: EUGENE FOO..
suprise?? or nt?? =D

wad means SAD?

2010-01-24T16:55:00.003+08:00

已经好一阵子没更新网志了..

来篇rojak的吧~

跟我很close的都知道
我最近发生了什么事
谢谢你们的关心
谢谢你们的聆听
谢谢你们的安慰
谢谢你们努力的逗我笑

as i promise someone..
我会 think positively..
cause
what u think is what u want..
n what u want is what will happen the next..

还有..
不知你是有习惯的到这里看看..
不知你还会否觉得我这样子做是为了得到你们的attention..
but 我还是想说..
不要误以为我们是开不起玩笑
只是
一种玩笑开太久..
是人都觉得会腻..
玩笑玩久了.. 就会认真起来..

你不是我
我不是你
所以别以为人家的思想与你们一样

的确..
把心事说出来..
is better than ~~keeping~~ inside the heart~
而且可能会找到解决方式

~~我坚强~~

Please!!

2010-01-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

只希望那一天还很远..
等到我大学毕业戴着四方帽拿着文凭..
等到我有出头的那一天后才发生..

好么??

我真的很怕
颤抖着

suffered =(

2010-01-09T17:08:00.003+08:00

问题越来越大..
最不想要的一天
像似慢慢靠近

这种生活我不要!!

我要的是简单

一切一切
让我觉得
我是不应该来到这世界上..

生活上有很多贵人
也很多小人

这世界时已经溃烂了麽?

世界上的每一个人.. 每一只畜生..
变的心机越来越重..
一点都不美好..

想把自己封闭!!

他妈的..
为什么不迟点发生??
好了我要考试了..
却不可以放我一马..
好好的考试??

开始不正常的生活

miracles on 2010??

f*cker

2010-01-05T16:08:00.003+08:00

are u reli feel dat u are so yeng??
are u think dat wad u say is meaningful??
if u are.. u can just go to die..

ur words are pointless..
ur words are meaningless..
ur words are just a worthless RUBBISH!

always throws a wet blanket on ppl's thought..
just remind or info kindly from heart..
but好心被雷劈!!

just fuck off laa..
stop acting funny!
stop acting smart!

what u act are just making fool of urself..
please growup..
act mature.. think mature.. speak mature..

n yup
I ~~HATE~~ U!!
n ~~FUCK OFF PLEASE~~!

First day! 4 Jan 2010

2010-01-04T15:04:00.003+08:00

School starts today
brought bac 17 bookies!!
i m smart dat i brought a recycle bag!!
ha!
damn much and heavy for sure!

strt from tml i m gonna car pooling with xx..
xD

the stupid school sure din pay for the electric bill!
suffered the whole morning thought today was quite..
rainning + windy + cooling~
dun tell mii we hv to pay ourself!!
eat u!!

since first day..
except maths class..
omos every lesson..
teacher just saying bout topics..
so went to toilet!
and wad we get is..
...

* my shirts reli BIG enuf!! ><"

他们还是没长大??

new start =)

2010-01-03T14:34:00.002+08:00

31.12.09

在A家倒数..
喝了一些啤酒..加一些红酒..
我没醉!! 不过喝了很累..
不过还是有点high.. =.="

1.1.10

在B家过夜..
睡到日晒三竿才舍得起床..
结果弄得很迟才到家..
被爸妈讲了一顿.. ><"

2.1.10

出席了学记的检讨会+慰劳宴..
这是过期后第一次出席..
很多欢笑声.. 真的很开心..
错过了很多.. 但至少补了些空缺.. =)

回家时还下着雨..
难道上天意味着..

的确..
在车上被老妈教训..
我迟回家了.. ><"
暂时性被罚禁足令..
没得出了啦!!
算了.. 也是值得的!!

学记 13179!
*终于写到了.. 呵呵

3.1.10

放假最后一天了..
希望明天是个好的开始..~

P/S::
新的一年.. 新的开始..
长大了.. 不要再耍幼稚了..
无聊的人..就会做出幼稚的事..
结果伤害的不是别人.. 而是自己..

新的一年..
可别惹我..
不然我会跟你没完没了..

zhap ba lang~

2009-12-28T21:19:00.006+08:00

12 Dec '09

went for dinner @ Italiannies
food was delicious..
I simply ♥ their TIRAMISU!!

FOODS!

appetizers & drinks!nice view huh?

13 Dec '09
waiting at ktm to go for meeting..
while waiting..
recieved a bad news..

recieving a bad news in early morning?!
><"

15 Dec '09
went to a restaurant in jinjang.. food quite nice..
but found something new.. *for mii
guess what it is?? =)

17 Dec '09
*posted*

24 Dec '09
christmas eve..
realized i forgotten somthing..
something important for me!!
and yup..
the registration period is over..
and the camp is on tml!
25 December 2009!!

envy ting ru..
cz she joined!! ><

28 Dec '09
life starts with helping THEM to typing!
typing! printing! typing! printing!
non-stop!
i think will continuosly until 31 Dec.. ==

30 Dec '09
countdown-ing~
yup~
the second last day!

and

this was the last post for this year..
last post for the month..

wish the tears ends here.

and

HAPPY NEW YEAR
to everyone of u!

-THE END-

奉献

2009-12-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

第24届的学记培训营也终于告一段落了
这次的营.. 已提醒了我..
徐诗琳, 学记生涯到了年尾就结束了~
你已经是人家的学姐了~
现在不能把时光倒流.. 也有了遗憾~

常无法出席会议..
无法跟同届的学记们一同参与活动..
我真的不想.. 对不起~

当爸妈同意让我出席大型会议时
也同意让我参与这个营的时候~
我真的很高兴..
可是我怕, 怕自己无法融入大家~
但是在营里~
我感受到了.. 我依然融入得了~
谢谢大家..

给学哥学姐的话:
对不起, 因为我无法出席会议..
可是我依然兑现我的承诺!!
我回来了!!

给同届的话:
对不起, 也谢谢你们!!
伟伦, 秋议, 子康, 靖荟, 兆贤
还有其他工委.. 辛苦你们了
(恕我无法写出你们的名字)
一起带好学弟学妹吧!!

给学弟学妹们:
不知你们是否知道我的存在??
窝在道具室.. 可能看过.. =x
培训营过去了..
从那一刻起，学记路已开始了~
别像我, 不要留下任何遗憾..
你真的会后悔!!

营里的回忆不少
谢谢你们!!

坚持到底,
他一定很爱你!!

-奉献-

M.E.S.S.A.G.E by me~

2009-12-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

kinda busy in this month
kinda depressed too..

camp for tml..
and no online for days
dont miss mii!! xD

may my uncle RIP~

wtf is happening?

wanna be.

2009-12-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

everything have a right start
but it doesnt mean everythiing ends with a nice ideal way

realized it changed at half way
and was too late

MiS . TakE

ends in

MissED . Take

wanna be~

Random!

2009-11-22T15:31:00.004+08:00

18 Nov 2009 [ Wednesday ]

skipped school for 2 days continuosly..
yesterday n today~

but i did attend the farewell party
prepared for our 2 beloved teachers..

- Pn. Ong & mii -
she teaches us chinese
she is nice n pretty
her birthday oso same with mii
I love her damn much! <3

- Ms. Wong -
our GIRLS PJ teacher..
she is cute n pretty oso..
when ply dodgeball will think of her
cz she will ply with us . nt like other pj teacher~
she is gonna marry~ congratz ya!!

miss u two =)

of cz ms.Lam joined us too..ha! another cute teacher~

- the girls with teacher -

- after eating -

- WE @ BABYLON -

the dinner was held at SHABU-SHABU..
when i reached
i saw many classmate were sitting inside..
and of cz our class unique..
IT WAS DAMN NOISY!!
they just though they are still in class..
many other customer were looking at us~ O.o

it was fun n i sat between eugene n ms. Lam~
n under the air-cond!! (damn cold)
sumone came when v r eating..~
tadaa..
kahyin's bf - Ee!
they 2 r just blur enuf!!
mani funny scene.. xDD

n v continue to other place..
since there was like..
nt enuf place to let us make noise.. =.=
we walk to babylon..~

cardgames at there~
the cafe is full of our sounds.. zzZ
and the most funny is them..
yea.. the couple.. zzZ

went home at 11 pm~

19 Nov 2009 [ Thursday ]

went school to take our result..
teacher say friday oni can take.. Wth!!
so whole morning just to duty~
i think is just play.. =.=

after school..
mom wants mii to have a hair cut!
ahh~ regret to cut it short again~
maybe long hair suit mii??
maybe~~

waiting for the day i reli hv a long hair!
=.=

20 Nov 2009 [ Friday ]

woke up late since my mum went to China early morning..
and no one is morning call mii~
i m late!!
so i din go to school..
scared ngau zaii angry mii..
cz din go for duty~
and missed my result..
nvm! next yr oni take.. zz

informed dat no duty!!
luckily i din go.. xD
wth~
whole week oni attend class for 2 days..

I'M FREEEE!!

recieved a sms..
a gathering waited for 4 years!!
6Bians!! r u going??

如果我有
那样的生活
那该多好

4日間の注記

2009-11-07T00:42:00.007+08:00

..
3 Nov 2009

at last finish exam
physic paper was the end
very hard n nt enough time

but the day ends with a normal mood...

4 Nov 2009

the most stupid day i ever had
damn!!
endured tears until today..
maybe?

just angry with myself..
i m nt lenient enough
and i failed to learn tolerating
i FAILED!!
i break it AGAIN..

everyone say i m too serious in everything..
even jokes
when i can change?
my bad attitude...

maybe this is me..
past.. present.. future..
this is me..
with a bad attitude

5 Nov 2009

though present in school..
wrote absent in b. kawalan for 9 periods..
get result..
at least passed
=)

happy birthday to aa mun..the cutest number one in 4E!!

6 Nov 2009

happy birthdae to kz!!dai gor zai a d

start the fire
heart broke
=(
prove to them that u r nt a rubbish!

RanDom

2009-11-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

not enough sleep for tis whole week..
slept almost 2 to 3 hours a day..
iish..
still cnnt concentrate in studies..
wth...

btw..
exam have two more days to go..
five more paper to go..
wheeeeeeeeeeex...
just wish to over faster.. C=

nowadays line is just sucks...
damn slow..
cut it will let the line more fast??
zzZZZ

yesterday.. i saw him.. xD
i waiting for that day to arrive..
i hope i will meet u again..
but i wish that my heart will b kept..
when i meet u.. =x

i wanna having a new mii...
before next year..
finger-crossed.. =)

hope i can do it!!

=)

2009-10-19T21:23:00.005+08:00

为什么??

又开始胡思乱想了

失去比得到还来得多..zzz

希望目标可尽快顺利完成..

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

认识比不认识来得好..
=(

忍得了那一年么??

垃圾

2009-10-18T01:19:00.002+08:00

有的时候不知道他在想什么
有的时候不知道要做什么才会让他开心
有的时候甚至因为怕而不敢走出第一步

什么嘛??
都没人管你了..
who cares?? NOBODY.. =c

心情高低反复..
但还是常亮红灯..
他妈的..
我也不想达!!

人出生目的
就是为了等死
为何不好好享受
在你有生之年的过程呢??
折磨自己.. 好玩么?!

结果不重要..
最重要的还是过程~

不珍惜生命的 = 垃圾

)=)

아자 아자 파이팅

2009-10-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

thanks for someone...
i had promised myself on the beginning of the year..
that is...
not to let my tears comes off easily...
seems like i did it...
ignorance is just a best way..
quite a big satisfaction..!!

end year exam coming soon...
start to study...

-b. malaysia-
-english-
-chinese-
-bio-
-chemist-
-physics-
-add maths-
-maths-
-history-
-moral-
-civic-

oh dear subjects....
please be friendly to mii..~
=)

maybe nt online for weeks..??
can i be hard-hearted enough??

아자 아자 파이팅

be tough

累了

2009-09-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

我已经走到世界尽头
恐怕再也撑不下去
因为是你开始放弃
我也慢慢的断了毅力

我需要的是你的支持
我需要的是你的关怀
我需要的是你的撑腰

可是
当你第一次问我
如果我退出了，你们会怎样?
我那时候很想把你大骂一顿
可是我没那资格..

心里想..
那是你滴自由..
我总不能赖着你不放..

每一天都在想..
要是你能够陪我走到毕业的那一天
那该多好..

我不知道支持你在某方面的活动
是否是对的
因为总觉得
那某几乎把你多余的时间抢去了
还是我太自私了??

我有权利选择离开么??
离开后，是否是我想象的那样??

我累了 . =(

S.T.U.P.I.D

2009-09-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

人生需经历很多不一样的过程..
而我经历的..
变得一片空白..

我需要人帮我洗脑..
洗脑以让我懂得宽恕..
wtf..!!

不懂哪次看到某报章..
写着： “ 人要学会学会宽恕 ”
“ 宽恕- 人世上最难学的一课 "

the main point is..
i dont know how to forgive myself...
to be such a stupid..
><"

friends forever排排坐 . Danny One
meaningful song...
talking bout the every second living with friends =)

gaahaaaa....
i m reli a stupid!! ><

感觉不到有温暖

2009-09-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

everything goes on..

such a stupid..

waiting something impossible..

expecting everythings turns good..

but failed...

waiting for a new start..

wish to be real..

finger-crossed =(

2009-09-12T17:51:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeex____
Finally..
I got mood to renew my bloggie
Feel so happy..
so sastify with it lar!!

New to it
Used to it
yeah!!

nowadays feel so stress..
should i quit??
times flies =x

More and more problems..
More and more stress..
but
makes me thinks more mature..

笑不带我没事

ramdomly chose to be =)

2009-09-09T21:39:00.005+08:00

lazy recently
don't know what things to update..
ghaaaa.. =x

our class teacher - Pn. Go Tsing Tsing
had resigned..
our chemistry teacher - Pn. Yip
had took over 4E class... she is now our class teacher.. ==

and our maths teacher had change to a malay..
someone stupidly complaint mr.tay don't know how to teach...
wtf..
miss him.. =="

from form 1 till now..
many teachers taught us..
and yet..
we all just made them pissed off...
just few of them are willing to teach us these monkeys.. ><"
the creations of the SMKB records

form 5 and 6 are having their SPM and STPM trial..
gamabateh to all of them!!

are having end-year-exam on coming one month..
i gonna start study..
but where should i start from??
urghh..!

my new target.. 45!!
geeheeeee...~

- ends -

♥just fate♥

努力让自己活得更好 =)

2009-08-31T18:35:00.003+08:00

一个月了..
一个月没更新网志了..
懒惰.. 而且没什么特别的.. =x

首先..
贺马来西亚..
五十二岁生日快乐..

今天也是假期的最后一天呗..
不想上课.. 好闷吖..~
开始厌倦上课的生活..

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

盼着不同的未来
开始厌倦乏味的生活

我想让自己忙一点
至少不必浪费时间
想着有的没的...

疯了!! ==

努力让自己活得更好

我并不完美 =)

2009-07-31T20:45:00.004+08:00

我并不圆滑..
并不会说话..
但至少我相信..
我是一个很好的聆听者..

我不会想什么对策..
是因为我不惯当面说..
有些事...
要当面开口.. 真的很难办到.. =(

友情得来不易..
有些东西
不是说你要放弃就可以放弃...
不是说不管就不管..

可能...
时间能修补那裂痕..
可是...
也会导致那痕越裂越大..

或许你累了..
但是..
不代表他不累..

人类之所以会吃醋...
不代表他不喜欢..
也不代表他无理取闹..

之所以他在乎..
重视..
才会喝下那坛醋..

维持一段真真友谊..
并不难..
也不容易..

友情犹如男女朋友的关系般..
容易被摧毁..

因为他们同样需要
两个人的坦白..
与努力维持..

可能辛苦..
得来的可能是真友情..

不想要你后悔.. =)

***************************************

我不完美
)=

BOTAK !!

2009-07-25T20:04:00.006+08:00

24 Jul 09

today is friday..
start the day with a normal morning..
nothing special..
just normal day, normal lifee..

after assembly..
pengawas having operasi..
joshua is catching those boys with fashion or long hair..
many of them kena..

there are many boys ditahan...
but kang wan can pass..
IMPOSSIBLE !!

when doing peka...
joshua n p-team came n catch...
they went... to cut their hair..

when they came back..
i stunned...
because...
keat, kit zai, gary, k.shuen 'S hair was...
cut off... n became BOTAK..!!

omfg..~
why..?!
but wadever... hair still can grow...
just have to take some time to used to it..

but most funny is...
kang wan's hair looks like...
not yet cut...
erm... should say as din touch either..~
most of them keep on satirize him.. ==

botak kit zai . =D

** heard that kang wan's hair din cut is because..
** the trainee accidentally cut his ear.. n his ear was bleeding...
x___X

真真爱一个人很难..
忘掉一个人更难..

long long way to go..~

2009-07-23T16:05:00.005+08:00

18 Jul 09

went to school early today...
when activity is goin on...
i called up to a class for a scary interview x_X
had a big suprise from them and late wishes too.. THANKS!!

went to titi's house after activity..
was planned to make sushi at her home..
but unfortunately sumting happened and canceled our plan..
then v lay on the bed and shatting until we fell asleep..
we slept until quite late.. ><
since her dad say he cnnt fetch us..
so v worrying bout the transport..
finally v found joee..
joee's dad willing to fetch us..thx uncle =)

went to school on time to meet our friends..
i saw my wife.. xD

event started..
i was walking up n down until...

WEI VOON..!!
he came to perform his dance wif his friend..
omg..!! long time din c him a d..
happy happy..~

Diabolo turn..
woah.. i love moo moo when he throw the d. up so high.!!
and kuik's solo.. wheeeeex... yeng!!

Paradise turn..!
We were shouting and standing up on the chairs..
damn high and nice...
i love the way u all perform.. love u all.. muakxx..
look forward with ur next perform..!!

went back home straight after band paradise finished..
geeheeeeeeeee..~

22 Jul 09

today suddenly decided to watch Harry Potter and the Half blood Prince..
kuik, fatty, mii, shya, mun, s.roong, s.han
7 of us went jusco after school..
i reli make many probs.. i noe...~
sorry.. but think back oso feel funny.. ==

went to tepanyakki..~
chit chat all funny things...
3.10pm went to the cinema..

when going up with escalator..~
i saw a guy..damn familiar..
he is gong ju.. princess.. xDD

when watching..
heard gt somebody fell asleep.. ==

after that back to home..~

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince is a nice movie..
i love the screen effect.. especially the wave of the sea..

and HAPPY BeLATED BIRTHDAY to mr.WEE
a.k.a LIANG
his birthday on 22Jul..
a naive guy in class.. goood luck to you yah..!!

23 Jul 09

informed that ms. khung is no more teaching us maths..
wth...
she is a great teacher...
although sometime she is reli overdo..
but u know what..
at least she know how to teach..
she knows how to subdued us..

who so stupid go and complain her that she dunno how to teach...
who so idiot go and tell parents that she cnnt teach us well..

luckily she still teaching us add maths..
but i rather choose she teache us maths and add maths...

*****************************************************************

i would like to say sorry to my wife..
i m not mean to do that..
u are not my best friend..
cause u are my intimate..
i m not mean to hurt u..

and

i quite dissapointed to someone..
he duno the truth.. but still wanna help..
help an innocent.. bull shits
summur thinks dat he is the right one...
thats not helping.. and
when u say that words to mii..
i felt damn damn damn dissapointing..

and

i prefer to do it..
cause i dunwan to hurt u..
when hurt you..
mayb thrs no any friendships..

这是善意的谎言么??
我猜是吧??

Tagged by Eugene..

2009-07-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

- 個人題 10 題 -

01 你叫什么：徐诗琳
02 你的綽號：xuxu, ling jie.. etc..
03 你的血型：O+
04 你的星座：Cancer
05 你是男還是女：是女的.. 进化着变男的.. ==
06 你幾歲：16 le…~
07 你住哪裡：Selayang
08 你現在的學校：SMKKB
09 你有沒有手機：刚买的 =D
10 承上，那是多少：什么来滴..??!!

- 朋友題 10 題 -
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: Swing..??
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: hmmm… shhhh….~
13-20 ???

- 情題 10 題 -
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：有..!!!!
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：1
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：n
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：没有..~ 怕怕..
27 現在有另一半嗎: 你说呢..?
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：谢谢你.. 我不爱你.. == jokin nia…~
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：过了喔.. 不吃回头草..~ xDD
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 因为他很 man..~
31 你和另一半牵手过吗：弟弟算吗..?
32 你和另一半抱或亲过嗎：no no no no…!
33 你跟异性牵手過嗎: hmm…
34 是谁，你們什麼关係: == 关你屁事啊..??
35 现在有人在追你吗: 不知道… 希望没有.. =)

- 混合題 10 題 -
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：我会哭… 也会变得心情不好
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：咬他一口..!!!
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：表怪他.. 本性是酱,怪谁??
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 想过.. 但很怕没有的吃.. ==
40 你上課認真嗎: Add Maths n Maths…!!!
41 你功課好不好: 烂到透顶
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: 博客，游戏，音乐， etc..
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: sial.. wan use probality lor...
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: overall - girls = boys =)

- 兇手題 10 題 -
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰: Eugene
46 这個人對你好不好: 一点都不好.. == [tipu de]
47 這個人是你的誰：我滴前女友... xDD
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：秘密..!! 不然他会看了飘飘然...
49 你們認識多久了：打底5年
50 這個人是怎樣的人：欠扁，无聊，三八!
51 这个人正／帥嗎：他的外型够吸引人..~
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：不懂算不算耶...~
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: swt !

- 聯想題 10 題 -
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：我...... 的她..
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：金贤重..!!
58 說到憨你會想到誰：find sia dict wad is 憨
59 說到痴你會想到誰：kah yee
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：kah yee
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: 他..!
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：aa mun
63 說到傻子你會想到誰：busuk liang
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：杏感的弟迪
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰：zheng jie..!!

- 學校題 11 題 -
66 你的班導是誰: Pn. Go Tsing Tsing
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個: 第一排的最后第三个..
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰: Ms. Ong.~
70 你的英文好嗎: 中下咯
71 你的體育好: 中下下.. xDD
72 你的数学好么: 有人在隔壁教就好咯...~
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長: sial..!! mic direndam penuh dgn air liurnya..
74 你的學校好看? :还好啦.. 厕所就美到... 没话说==
75 你的班級是：4E [四年理二班]
76 你的班級在幾樓：最高那楼，风景优美，有山有水，但是走到你累死..~

填后感: wanna throw ppl dwn..~ sien daooo...~

1.被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請点8位朋友，不可不點。
5.点完後請通知那8位朋友他被点到了。

以下这几位，抱歉啦，你……被点到了!

1-8. 自己猜拳，输得就写... ==

simply <3

2009-07-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

10 Jul 09

scul having open dae...
went to scul early fer the stupid assembly...
n den went back to class to complete my chemist...
n den i heard sumone said later ms.Ong will come to our class...
hv to sing birthdae song fer her...~

no longer... teacher came...
they sang bdae song to her... after 4 version of the song...
they suddenly continue sing...
n i wonder any version again...?
but they sang it to mii...~
an early wishes from them...
4k.. 4e... n 4b..
they sang for mii twice i think... or third...
damn gam dong...
i cried.. wanna control but unfortunately...i failed to do so...~ ==

den continue wif the perjumpaan session
luckily teacher din touch bout ponteng... ornt sure kena...~
thx pn. go

11 Jul 09

today is My Day...~
recieved a big big present by krs...
early morning went to sumwhr... ==
damn big n suprise sia...~

afternoon..
two cousin sis came to my hauz...
geeheeeeeeeeee...
mom cook ang jiu mii sua...
nice... thx mom...~

night time...
dad brought mii to hang gai...~
wif two cousisn sis tooo...~
went to selayang mall...
n he said choose hp...
wooohooo... my brand new se hp...~
although is cheap...
but i like it.. thx.. =)

**********************************************

thx
those who wishes mii through mani ways..
those sang eppy b'dae to mii in scul, home, everywhr...~
those give mii presents...~

n

at last...
gt sumone i knew same dae birthdae wif mii...~
nt friend... but teacher...
MS. ONG
like her much <3

打从心里最真诚的..
谢谢你们..

ramdom

2009-07-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

Firstly, would lyk to wish
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
LOW SOH YIENG..
a gal who sat beside mii..
n owys gossip n ponteng wif her.. xDD

THONG YI LENG..
a gal who owys met her after scul..
n accompany mii when my mum is late.. =)

KOW JIAN FOONG..
a guy dat noe him when primary scul..
summur owys act cool.. ==

happy sixteenth b'dae to u all..~
wish u all goood luck n happy owys... =)

morning of 626..
the world legend-Michael Jackson had passed away..
R.I.P
seems too late huh...?

todae quitta free...~
free until play in the gal's toilet..
but nt mii..~
is the cutest guy-zheng jie..
he went in to the toilet wif us..
walk until damn inside
wanna take some photos fer memo...
but unfortunately scared by the team P..
they spot-check 5s n made us keep hp..~
next time do it again.. =="

tml scul open dae...
quitta shit sia...
lucky is my dad goin.. pheww...
wish teacher wun simply say lerr.. *.*
or nt sure dead...~

不知道台风何时会再袭击进我的心..~

2009-06-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

我快压抑不住了..
我真的快发疯了..

原来把心情压抑着的感觉..
久了.. 就会不自不觉爆发了..
它犹如计时炸弹般.. 随时随地会突然引爆..

这种感觉就渐渐地插入我的生活
不知不觉就在今晚..
心情毫不受控制..
情绪化的我..比以前还要恐怖了..

我讨厌一切.. 一切累积在我心中的..
我宁愿没有活着..也不想面对一切..
以往总是劝人家别做傻事..
很透那种东西的我..竟然会有这个念头..
我恨我自己... 为什么要出现..??!!

原来死也要很大的勇气..

胡言乱语..

2009-06-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

不知道，不明白，不想问..
人类没有一个是完美滴..

就因如此..
人与人之间产生了许多不必要滴磨擦..

人不是十全十美..
我明白..
学着如何去包容..~
可是有的时候还是看不过眼...

虽然如此...
真真假假，假假真真..
这世界还真的阴险处处..!! =x

只处于等待..
盼望你出现的那一天!

Carnival day 2009

2009-06-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

saw most of them were writting bout carnival day on saturday..
dat day quitta fun.. quitta exhausted.. quitta busy..
saw many outsiders coming...
n heard mani of them dihalau.. cz of..? dihalau ==

went to kah yee's hauz on fridae night..
strt to fried da cuppies straight after set everything..
fried whole night.. until 3 sumting i cnnt tahan n slept...
left kah yee continue to fried..~
but she say she cnnt call mii wake up.. ==
sorry..~

reach scul on 6.30am..
went to set up our stall..
saw mani of them were busy on the stall..
especially wei shi..~

start our biznez...
hopefully our biznez nt bad sia...
i started to lepak after 10am..
since my ching had came..
but she have aa mun.. she dunwan mii d..~
so sad..

i start to change my coupon on 11.00am...
but found dat mani stall had close...
woah.. so fast keh..?!
aikx... but our stall oso nt bad laa...
v close on 11.30am...

almost 12.30...
we kept everything..
after everything done...~
i play those juniors.. damn funny sia.. xDD

back on 2.00pm...
damn exhausted..~

found dat oni few of 6B-ians came back..
mayb they nt allowed to join... or din even noe...~
jz saw a few... =x

上次碰面，是个巧妙的缘分
看来我与你下次的相遇
还得靠缘分,
我还得等多久..?
想你...~

weeks diary

2009-06-12T17:40:00.010+08:00

我回来了...不是那个谁..!!! xDD
firstly.. i m BACK..~
since cnnt online for almost two weeks... =(
so din update almost N weeks... (review last post)
the reason i cnnt online...cz of da idiot virus.. hmph..!!!

28th May
school celebrates teacher's day..
whole dae din study..
playing in 4B..

29th May
first time ponteng school...
just for one hour laa...
summur is a form 3 kia taught us.. ==

30th May
start our mid year holidae..!!
woohoooo....~

3rd June
went buddha camp to help...
busy on paper works... type type type...
prepare for battle on next day..~

6th June
went to visit the disabilities..
first went in to one of a room...
a cute little baby gal attracted mii...
she reli cute... everything is ok.. but when she born..
her leg cnnt function well..
she saw my pen.. n she draw on my hand...
i give it to her... let her learn hw to write... miss her much..

continue wif thoz children...
on the way visiting...
saw some of them dat their hands n legs been tied wif cloth..
some of them still shouting..
feel so pity.. think sia think sia den tears dropping ...
a stupid fellow(fyh) suddenly turn back..
i look another way...
he keep on turn back.. i keep on avoiding.. ==
next time dun look back laa.. huiyo..!!

after dat bring thoz children to picnic...
picnic @ waterfall had been cancel....
so v picnic at a place with only trees n grass...
nothing else..
eating wif nomad stlye too.. fun sia..~

den went back n play water...
play with ice water too..==
den a pool let dat 达杰 play until everywhr oso water...~

7th June
last day...
went back wif mrs.yen's car..
4 ppl in car... infront chatting...
mii n him at the back sleeping.. ==

wish next year can c the same person again..~
=）

8th June
sleep until 1630..
almost 22 hours...

12th June
brought bac my cpu..!!
nw i m online blogging..!!
geeheeeee

原来我也爱稍微大男人的你

big big gal..!!

2009-05-17T00:19:00.004+08:00

kay...
since got someone complaint that she cnt my view blog after i privatize..
i think many oso feeling da same.. izzit...?! geeheeeee....
so i change it back to normal...
muahaha.. sorry for the inconvenience.. ^^
thx for all ur support.. <3 u all... =D

so..starting wif..our MID-TERM EXAM
we just start our mid-term exam last monday..
those subjects just doing last minute revision..
those paper is killing mii..!! sure teruk d..!!
especially my BM..!! gek si mii lor... TT

next week is da last week d..
but monday is having bio paper...
i dun even noe wad is chapter1.. but we will having a paper until chapter 5
c..!! teruknya saya.. din even tuition for bio.. ==

suddenly miss form 5'08.. that time i was in form 3..
taking pmr that time feel relaxing...
looking form 5 got mani leang zai...
i just simply miss that time... 我不是在发花痴,kay..?!

i wanna FLY..!!
give mii a pair of wings....!!!
fly up to the sky...

我要长大..!!

我病了

2009-05-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

今天爸爸带我去看医生..
很怕医生告诉我..
我即将变成聋子..
因为前几天到上网查下耳朵发炎的后果..
发现中耳发炎会造成耳聋...
我看了差点崩溃..

看了医生..
医生告诉我只是纯粹发热气..
他还说我.. 这种事为什么不快些就医..?
因为我还以为是小事..
过几天就会没事..
怎知到痛了一个星期多..
我不想的嘛..!

他帮我打了枝针..
我给了一大堆药..
五天的药.. =(
他也告诉我..
我的体质..是不适合喝冰的..
所以这次因为cooling system down.. ==

以后我不能喝冰了.. TT
但还能只雪糕..
忘了问能不能喝冷水.. ==

这次又花了九十五令吉..
好贵啊..!!

我病了

Bubbles

2009-05-08T18:48:00.006+08:00

today early morning..

went to school wif a superb bad mood..
cause sumting happen..

perhimpunan continue with
english society's prize giving ceremony..
later on..
have performance from da winners of choir comp..
4K n 4B
congratz to them..!!

follow on..
sumone told mii have QM duty..
no one inform mii..
but i wanna go..!!
cause i cant live without swing larh.. [=="]
borrow pants n t-shirt from friends..

start helping wif taking those stuff in old qm room to a NEW qm room..
woohooo...~
a mur big room..
n den mur nearer to da school field..
nice sia....~ =D

den later..
dat yap yong lim passed mii a basket of shot..
he put damn many inside..
i remind him dat i m a gal..
he say: "nevermind laa.. krs maa"
feel like wanna whack him.. fine, i take..!!
yesh..! i m strong.. =)

later..
i gave him a flying kick..
y..?

yap yong lim
his friend
mii..

* he is walking infront of mii
[if nt mistaken some parts]
eii..她叫tangki
==""""
做么叫她tangki..?
因为她很容易哭.. (淫笑中)
stared at him
运动会当天..为了操步而哭..
讲点东西也会哭.. 你看啊..
等下她会哭了的..
FLYING kick on his butt..!
he still laughing.. ==

room is gonna empty..
i sit wif swing them..
n play bubbles.. ==
i m nt childish..
but i m still a kid..

after finish
qm had closed..
v sit at da foyer n wait..
for avoiding to get catch..
v changed place..
sitting thr n keep on play bubbles.. ==
hearing songs n wait for time to over..

conclusion..
whole day din step in my beloved class..

希望耳朵会没事

Bloggie . Examination

2009-05-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

at last..
i done my blogger home again..!!
damn sastified larh...
cz veli nice sia...
n i oso learnt to read code.. ==
champagne for mii plss..!! xD

i wanna thanks myself..
cz i made tis..!!
n oso swing...
cz she borrow mii her bloggie as 'white mouse'
but at the end.. u go c her blog lor..~
nice daoo..~~~~
wuahahaha...~

next week...
form 4 is going to EXAM..!!
wheeeeex...
exam lea...!!
nt yt study still so excited.. sial ==

just only hav 11 subjects..
but nid to take 20 papers..
school have mani money for buying papers...
y nt give back us..~

bac to topic
who can help mii n take my papers for mii..?
joking nia.. [nt funny . ==]
every subjects..
especially bio, chemist, physics, history, add maths..
is enuf to make my brain burst..!!

but i try my best to focusing in
chemist,
physics,
history,
add maths,
modern maths,
english,
...
others..
hope can passsssssss =x

wish mii luck =)
wish everyone too..
gambateh..!!

some songs during exam is a big big relaxation =)

ignored mii
getting crazy

english class comp'09

2009-05-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

finally....
the day that i awaiting since last month...~
has came...
ENGLISH CHOIR COMPETITION '09

v din practice since x weeks..
planning n planning but din use to it...
last minute only start to do some moves...

they planning to give up..
but..
pn.Mary wants us to sing...
just like.. v sing for her..
teacher wants us to continue..
but nt give up...
SING FOR PN.MARY

n so..
swing, y.xin, y.jin planda moves on bm period...
v wanna practice..
but haven finish praticing...
bio teacher say pn.wong wants to observe..
so..
v din fully prepare.. n starts to scare..

on da first row..
trying to enjoy...
since thr is only once for english choir..

walking up to da stage...
standing thr... heard crowds shouting my name..
nearly fainted..~ =="

starts to sing...
though dunhv any instruments..
dunhv any special moves.. ==
but.. at least... v sang it loud..
i nearly lost my voice...

v sang wrong lyrics...
band had canceled..
boys fools around...
n mani mani mur mistakes...
but..
at least they enjoyed themsleves...

heard other class said..
" your class reli geng.. gt guitar..bass..drum.. everything "
but..
unfortunately...
all thoz thing din even one appear...~

after finish..
whole class ponteng at astaka.. =="
nt bad huh..?

mayb thrs is some misund between C n us...
they din agree wad v done...
they even gives us a big balck face...
but.. can i ask sumting..
" did u think wad to do during this competition "
" did u sing properly..? "
" if u disagree.. y u din give some suggestion..? "

tis comp.
i saw.. i felt.. mani things...
i c through it...
quitta dissapoint..
but.. i enjoyed..~

尝试站在你们的角度
却很难说服我自己..
=(

No Mur Borrowing CAMERA . I SWEAR

2009-05-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

today chinese society having a bigg bigg bigggggg event in our school..
actually i m involve... but imma xueji.. so.........
reached scul early morning...
n wait n wait n wait...
wait until... thoz students from other scul came...
n den c keep on taking pics of thoz participation...
i m in charge of da pics in calligraphy...
so.. i just keep on take n take n take...

den later having lunch n den went for book exhibition..
den later..
having fun in the receptionist classroom...
taking pics...
but suddenly...
my most favorite camera dropped..!!
feel damn hurt..!!
i love my cam..!!
feel so sorry for my cam..~
a bit of angry..
hate oso..!!
><"
i swear i wun ever borrow anyone..!!
cz i was worry bout borrowing my cam..
nt because stingy..
is BECAUSE I LOVE MY CAMERA..!!
luckly still function well..
or nt i sure kill her..!

den later..
continue wif da event..
feel so boring...
n becz da weather..
i m trying to sleep...~

but when is turn for poetry prize giving ceremony...
i m awake..!!
cause our school presenter...
Ng Wan Ru gt third place..!!
while Keet Yee is da winner in da competition..!!
congratz to her...
n oso those SMKB representer..~

after finish..
call my dad to fetch mii...
i skipped da family photo..
=p

p/s::　photo mayb upload in fs..~

都怪我太懒
=(

untitled

2009-04-28T19:49:00.003+08:00

忙碌让我暂忘一切..
有时想了结...
虽然很讨厌...
有的时候..听到有人要了结的时候...
很想直接骂醒他...但是现在...
我固然很讨厌...
但是..
那是唯一的办法么..?

肯定被人家骂死..

不过真的很辛苦..